Forks Animal Clinic

(i dont think she will this is my charey any way plus i dont think she likes me like that)

i moved stood slowly," no.... you can drive my bike if you want you take me some where for a change..:

(k)

I laughed sarcastically. "The only place I know about is that one hotel back in Seattle. Want to go there?"

"sure your driveing" i tossed her the keys waiting for her to start up the bike

Ha ha. He probably thought I didn't know how to work the bike.
He was right.
"Um," I said, staring at it. "You're driving."

(meet you in seattle)

i laughed slowly pulling the keys from her hands i kicked the bike to life and waited for her to hop on......

I climbed on behind him.

(should we continue a bite to eat or start sometin new?)

(bite to eat)

The bike sped off into the woods as to not draw any atention form lilys pearents, i slid side to side dogeing trees untill we reached seattle

(Love what you've done! I'll change my post if you'd like)

I sat there frozen until they had gone. Darkness was all I could see and feel. Sin may have not kissed Emma back, but he most certainly kissed Evangline. I swallowed back the overwhelming tears that screamed for release. I would not cry over this, nor would I fight. If Sin wanted Evangline then he could have her. She was far more beautiful then me, I was a simple human and she was a glorious and immortal vampire. Yes, I now acknowledge the existance of vampires...though reluctantly. Another thing I knew for sure was that I did not want to share him, nor would I stop him from being happy. That was not my style and it would never be. He could have Evangline Black, and he wouldn't have to see me.

The real reason for me coming down to the woods had been to tell Sin that I had recieved a letter, from a rich family who recognized my talents acedmically and physically. They had invited me to stay with them my senior year and even through my college years. I had not considered actually going until now. I had just wanted to tell him about it, see what he thought. Now I considered it. I was leaving right now, I would pack my bags and leave. The plane ticket they had inclosed in the letter were for a flight that left at midnight. THe debate now was wheter or not to tell Sin about it or to have him find out from my brothers. I shook my head, just leaving was not my style either so I quickly ran home to grab a pen and paper.

Upon my return to the woods I dropped the note on his bed pad, weighting it down with a rock. The note read:

Sin,

If you think just because I'm a human that classifies me as stupid you've got a lot of nerve. I trusted you, I gave you another chance, I loved you, I honestly and truly loved you. You made me believe that you loved me too. Oh how stupid was I to let you into my life. Don't worry I won't try to come between you two. You've loved her longer even if you didn't acknwoledge it until now. A word of advice though, don't make her feel special or like the luckiest girl on earth and then take that all away from her.

The real reason I'm writing you this letter is because I am leaving. I have been invited to spend my senior year and college years all expenses paid in Volterra, Italy with some rich family. The one who sent me the letter Aro, says that I will be ensured a happy life where I will be allowed to grow to my full potential and not held back. They have big plans for me apparently. This is my big break, I'll be getting away from my mother...and from the other painful distractions in my otherwise worthless life. Have a good life Sin and be sure to relay the word back to Evangline, tell her she truly is the luckiest, but I do not envy her.

All the best,
Lily Grace Walsh

When the note was secured I took off running for the house. Leaving everything behind except the emense pain that was drilled into me now. I was glad I had not told Sin all this face to face for I could not pull off a lie like that. I did envy Evangline very much. But it hurt to think about that now. For the next few years I would throw myself into my studies, I would not let this Volturi family down, they seemed to genuinely believe in me. They would see that I was worth their time. And maybe...Just maybe I would forget about this day or even Sin.

My father was ready to take me to the airport. He was happy that I had suddenly changed my mind, although he was slightly suspcious but he didn't question me. Quickly I threw everything into suitcases I did not have to worry about weight limitations because I would be flying in the Volturi private jet. Nor did I have to worry about forgetting anything. My father would send anything that I requested from him.

Soon we were on our way to the airport to catch the flight. My brothers had come along, my mother had not found out which was a blessing on this hellish day. As Forks passed us by I quietly said good bye to it. It had been my home, an otherwise happy home until recently. I shook all those terrible thoughts away and just focused, my family was more important now, for in just an hours time I would leave them to start my new life in Italy.

i jumped from the bike instently runing for her window her sclothing was GONE!, i ran to my bed roll i was going to see if alice could find her, there on my bed roll layed a note Lilys beautful hand wrighting was on it, i pulled the note up with a smile on my face as i started to read it droped to a frown..

Sin,

If you think just because I'm a human that classifies me as stupid you've got a lot of nerve. I trusted you, I gave you another chance, I loved you, I honestly and truly loved you. You made me believe that you loved me too. Oh how stupid was I to let you into my life. Don't worry I won't try to come between you two. You've loved her longer even if you didn't acknwoledge it until now. A word of advice though, don't make her feel special or like the luckiest girl on earth and then take that all away from her.

The real reason I'm writing you this letter is because I am leaving. I have been invited to spend my senior year and college years all expenses paid in Volterra, Italy with some rich family. The one who sent me the letter Aro, says that I will be ensured a happy life where I will be allowed to grow to my full potential and not held back. They have big plans for me apparently. This is my big break, I'll be getting away from my mother...and from the other painful distractions in my otherwise worthless life. Have a good life Sin and be sure to relay the word back to Evangline, tell her she truly is the luckiest, but I do not envy her.

All the best,
Lily Grace Walsh


At the word Volterra, Italy a anger burst thrugh me aruptly i blured into my wolf form, i clawed at every tree snaping them in half, it was devistateing to see a wolf cut down its home imagen a wolf who lost his mate, and his children.. that is what sin looked like tareing apart the woods like a wolf with a strong adiction to kill.. my human form kicked in at last i stood there my brow pulled tight to geter i wipered slolwy "Aro I am going to KILL you along with all the other vampires i will need the pack" my body still shook madly thretening to give way to my wolf form,

i made my way to jacob blacks house and asked him despretly "jacob please help me i ned lily she is going to the Vampires! help please" my brow tiwched madly as i awated his reply "all right but the rest of us are comeing too" i did not smile i just muttered with my body shakeing fercly "thank you"... the group of wolves finly came to gether we would go to to the cullens and aske for there help the one thing i dreaded to do

Some how we snuck back into the woods, we passed the clinic and my home. It was pitch dark, I smiled usually that meant all was peaceful. Quickly I followed him through the woods. There as if it were a punishment the note still laid on the bed roll. My heart raced sickeningly I could not stand to look at it.

i kicked the rock sending it flying i muttered sheepish ly "i sorta all most killed the woods..."

My stomach lurched at the thought of the pain I must have caused him. "I am so sorry." I whispered weakly.

"no it was not your falt it was mine but lets leave that behind us" i sliped my self into my bed roll (make a windows live mesneger!)

(when I get my laptop I promise.) I sat there for a moment in quiet thought. Yes I could say I would put this behind us but I would always remeber what went dowon these past couple of days and I would until the day I die.

(why is it a big deal if he gets onto it well i am going to bed iam going to Die)

i motioned for her to come over..

(no big deal really, he likes to mess with anyone I chat with, and good night...Don't die!)

I moved closer to him but I didn't lay down, I was tired but I knew I couldn't sleep. Instead I stroked SIn's cheek and looked into his eyes sincerely "I love you."

i twisted my face into a crooked smile "I love you more then the stars"

A gentle smile graced my lips finally "is that even possible?"

(omg some plp on a role play i made are retarded and dont know that there is only one entrence into Sins lair O.*)

i twisted my self up right with a hurting face "why do you never give me a hug" i asked her slolwy (brb iam gunna go to the store itll be like five minets or 2)

(I got kicked off sorry, I'm on for a few minutes and then I've got to get some lunch.)

Lily felt a pang of guilt and wrapped her arms around him "I'm sorry." She whispered into his ear "forgive me."

i laughed slowly "i was only teaseing you"

(ok now I have to go again, I will be back in a few. Omg and I just did third person old habits die hard LOL)

I laughed quietly "thats not nice, I actually felt horrible."

"well i guess i should be sorry"

"No" I said before I brushed my lips along his jawline.

"i thought you would be a little mad at me still" the memory of my pain filled days..